Was just looking at rosy's blog, Gosh. i love her inspirational stories and they are really touching. There's something about the way she says it, that actually makes me feel like crying. Also.. I found some stuff on her blog, worth mentioning. And it makes me feel how shitty i've been, at the same time knowing that i've made the right decision and have no right to complain, regardless. Here it is:

Rule no 11: Love can be a double-edged sword; it can hurt you with both ends. Be prepared.
Rule no 12: Love cannot be put on a weighing scale. If you are looking for balance, don’t touch it.
Rule no 13: Love has its valley of ups and downs. Be ready to ride the downs with pride.
Rule no 14: Love can make you into a better person only if you know who you are in the first place.
Rule no 15: When you are choosing who you want to fall in love with, keep in mind that others are doing the same.
Rule no 16: Appreciate what you can do for love. It is wise to know what to give and to get.
Rule no 17: Love is not an object. It cannot be possessed. Give others the freedom to choose love.
Rule no 18: Love is a game with no rules. If you want to play it well, be sure you know how to lose.
Rule no 19: Love is a feeling that may change with time. Give others the right to change their minds.
Rule no 20: The timing of breaking off is a personal choice. Be gracious to accept it when it comes.

Golden Rule: Love can give you both Joy and Pleasure. But it cannot guarantee you no pain.


I think rule number 17 hit me straight in the face.


Anyway, Edwin's 17 now! Happy birthday u shiigaamela! Next is nicole's birthday! Hahahhaa. For Ed's birthday, I went down to meet Kristal at NHPS, Met alot of our p6 teachers, and then watched the love guru on my com. Then got chased out near the ending, went to harbourfront macdonald's to finish the movie on my com, then waited till 3:45, then went down to city hall with one small, cute hamster in my bag. For sale de ma. Then it jumped outta my hands onto the bus floor! Wa i got shocked lo! Super like jumped after it. Caught it lahh. Sooo paiseh. And i got to end this post in 5 minutes. Irritating mum. Anwyay, met edwin with kris, nicole and stacie, then went to play arcade. Stacie didnt follow us cuz she no money. Then, we went to suki sushi, but they got no more buffet le, So we went to sakura instead. Hahahaha buffet like mad. I had what, 6 bowls of chawanmushi while edwin had 7. Then we went high, eat like mad. Nicole super waste money!! Ok la... Maybe her stomach small ba.. cant blame her.. Hahahaha. Anyway, we went down to AK after that to talk to Rossana, had such a fun time. Now came home le still got to see dad and mum's face kns. I wanna kill them all. My 5 min now got 1 min left le. so i think i better go! Bye~